The secret of a secret love (Part 3 of 3 Handling the Rejection)

20130922_134532Have you at any time in your life loved someone in secret?

The confession: (See Part 1 of 3)

I wish we could be lovers, inspiring each other, a secret and a blessing at once. Telling each other anything and everything without holding back, without judgment, true friends, true lovers, far or near, there or here, together or away, in love we stay, counseling and advising one another, sharing this adventure together, cuddle with me comforting each other, I want us to be best true lovers.

Handling Rejection:

So is time to say Goodbye, go and fly away, fulfill your dreams, soar the world, live life, enjoy the journey, taste success and when all else is done and finished we will still be on this same earth, if our search for love is not over then, we might just find the truth about ourselves, we might realize then that what we looked for so long and across the world was always right in front of us at every moment that we look at each other’s eyes. You just did not know it then, and we are aware that you might not discover it ever, but in that case we do hope that what you find in your journey ends up being more and never less. Remember; never ever settle for less, you are too good to be wasted in the company of those that can not appreciate it.

I feel sad, yet conscious that I loved and gave without any hesitations, reservations, or regrets. I did what I must and would do it again. I loved and many a times that is a sin, for love can be misunderstood and people will turn against me and not comprehend. Anyways, I walk out this door without remorse, it was not our fault, it just did not work. A broken heart that hopefully will mend. Love is something we walk in blindly like in a trance; when we walk out of it we are very awake. We feel the pain, continue the journey and move on.

There is always the need for love, the road is dark, and there are no guiding lights. I am back on familiar grounds a little wiser with a little more pain. One day it has to stop, nothing goes on forever, but love itself.
So it is with tears in our eyes, broken hearts and trembling hands that I dare say goodbye.

May you find all the happiness that I could not bring to you and that you so well deserve.

Yours truly,
Franklin Peña
2015-07-17 @ 14:30 Hrs